Some people even go on partial social media detox by simply using them for messaging, on the other hand avoiding watching people's stories. Forgive me, but I get the feeling from your letter that its the latter. he said, thats great! Or maybe I just eat all the crackers, Or the broccoli. Mood swings. They feel like Im not happy isnt enough, especially if they suffer from low self esteem. 7 Strategies You Can Use To Make Him Fall In LoveEven If He Has Started To Pull Away! Also, being logical in emotions includes: I feel sad, so logically I should do things that make me less sad, Im feeling stressed, so I will eat food I enjoy as self-care, and I feel emotionally drained, so today I will make fewer demands on myself. It is not logical to demand someone ignore their emotions. Because he loves you and wants to see you shine for your own sake? Good luck LW, positive thoughts your way! Challenge your beliefs and self-defeating thoughts about your partner . It also sounds like massive hyperbole. Depression. This guy is manipulative. Thank you so much. 3. Stating your boundaries might just bring his own discomfort into the open. Have trouble concentrating to work? even when I was underweight for what is healthy for me, every one of those guys has gotten a big ole plate of Nope Surprise. Sometimes I clean, sometimes I knit, sometimes I go for a walk, but I feel like the fastest way to undermine him is to should at him. When I have the house to myself for a few days, I like to use some of the time for cooking experiments. Do not wait until the stress of dealing with him makes your fingers itch for a sharp object (or whatever). He isnt saying anything because there are no rules anymore and nothing is official between the two of you. All good things. Maybe I can step on fewer landmines by keeping it in mind. Not bully me or harangue me into preparing something for myself but actually sit me down and put a plate in front of me. His schedule may simply become too full and leave no room for romance. It doesnt sound like the boyfriend is helping the LW at all in this area; if anything, hes making changing food and exercise habits into a huge source of stress. Sorry for the mix-up! (ALSO he sounds like the sneering voice of trying to stop CSP behaviours once youre in the zone with them.) Whatever you could do today is enough. Totally. [6] Say something like, "I've noticed you've been a little distant lately. nuanced (especially when exercise is not the only project Im undertaking at the moment.) If you are experiencing some or all of the following signs, it could be that your boyfriend has stopped making an effort: Your conversations are brief, and he doesnt appear to be as interested in your life anymore. A friend of mine called this sort of explanation, First, the earth cooled, Beware of I am very logical as a cover for I dont think your feelings matter and I dont care if I hurt you.. Honestly the best thing for me was talking with a therapist on my own and learning boundaries (see my comments above). But I didnt realize just how miserable his misery was making me until it got to the point where I was rolling my eyes at him and dismissing comments (not always out loud, but sometimes) as being stupid or idiotic. It wasnt until a few months of this that I realized just how acutely disrespectful my words and actions were, and it took another few weeks before I finally put together that continuing to live with someone for whom Id lost all respect wasnt doing either one of us any favors. But really nothing in that letter sounds like a happy, healthy time. I love it!! My (23 F) boyfriend (25 M) has stopped showering during lockdown and for the past 2 months has only been spraying Febreze on himself. Can I have a word of encouragement when you have a moment?, hell send me a You can do this or I believe in you when he gets the chance, which is all I really need. There doesnt have to be any malice or entitlement in it. We also set aside a weekly time for Partnership Serious Talks and during that time we create a space for advice and suggestions that we then do not revisit at any other point during the week. Theres a lot of power in taking full ownership of the decision to take more autonomy over your choices. She did all that and I struggle even getting out of bed in the morning? Take care of yourself. It could simply be as simple as the fact that neither one of you feels attracted towards each other any longer. Expressing frustration towards behaviors? Ill offer help if asked, but otherwise, I try to stay out of itunless an (in)action is directly affecting me, as it was in this case. Because this literally never means My partner likes to get all the information about a problem before trying to solve it, or S/he really likes to do her/his research about an issue. (I dont think its as uncommon as people would have you think.). In the most recent invention, a group of university students in China created a kissing device that lets you make out with your partner from across the seas, country, or city. We help each other a ton: I carry the groceries and he holds me and listens when I need it. Dating you is a privilege you get to grant people, not a burden someone is doing you the favour of shouldering. Part of why its so difficult to break up with someone without a Huge Serious Reason is that without one, theres no defined point at which you MUST do it. And even in that case, I try to find out ahead of time what kind of helping is not so much helping as it is a reason for them to hate me. I also expressed my fear that he was trying to fix my depression, because I suspect that depression is just part of my makeup, and however well I manage it, there are always going to be some low points. Emotion or relationship conversations have to start with establishing a logical framework of the situation that makes sense to him; if hes confused, he clams up in great distress. Don't jump to any conclusion your mind is playing tricks on you so don't let it. So pointing out that their inspirations and coaching actually make it worse probably wont make it through either. okay you have got a lot of permission to dump comments here and I dont want to dismiss what other people read in your letter but offer another perspective. Telling me I am not being logical. Dumping him when it became clear hed rather boss me around than support me! Congratulations on all the work you have done and everything you have accomplished. Nevermind the fact that none of my friends were actually offended at all, he just couldnt admit that he had a problem with something I had said. It kind of seems like he is very invested in being the one in control of your life and success, and that is at great odds with your wish to be the captain of your own ship, as it were. I could write something very similar, except were only at 20 years. At a minimum, he is not currently doing the first half. This may also disarm any exes who set out to be hostile. Period. If what he says pisses you off, take it as a good sign that your self-respect and self-preservation instincts are waking up and working. What he isnt doing for you anymore is working to make the relationship work! It probably would be. When I am at home, I just need to chill out. In some cases, he may have been enjoying chasing you more than having caught you. He still has episodes but they are further apart and not as bad when they happen, because a big chunk of the emotional part of his depression was seated in a feeling of helplessness, and owning his own stuff made him feel competent. Except now the LW is in therapy, things are getting better, the LW has a handle on it allbut Boyfriend still hasnt internalized this. said nothing about it just supported me about going, and listened to me talking about it and was totally go you! It seems like his help is nothing more than poorly disguised undermining of you. It took someone else to look horrified and reading the archives of CA or me to realise he would continue to hurt me because he didnt care about Actual me and my Actual feelings but the Girlfriend who he had in his head that bore no relation to who I was at all. Beloved Human gets it now, and if I send a text saying, X happened, and Im flailing. What your boyfriend is doing is totally not how it has to be. Or bringing you vegetable soup when youre too depressed to cook? Sure, for some people hearing about the severely-depressed woman who climbed Everest without oxygen, ran a multi-billion-dollar corporation, had a movie-star husband and five kids, and still managed to look fabulous straight out of bed, all without medication or therapy of any kind, is inspiring. And what am I doing while Im waiting for her to stop the one-sided argument Im passively agreeing to? It took me over 12 years to learn that. Theres no excuse for a relationship where one person does all the initiating, it means the other party is either disinterested or being suffocated by someone who wants a lot more interaction than they do. Loving yourself is the most important love of all. I hope that your boyfriend is willing to listen, and that he can eventually be supportive in the way that *you need him to be. People do get used to roles, and if youve been in the role of the sick one who needs help and your partner got used to the role of the competent one who knows what should be done and should be listened to, then you are challenging those roles by getting healthier. Theres a bigamist in my family tree he walked out on one family, changed his name and got married again. Some guys bitch about paying for dates because of feminism (or whatever). I am so glad you realize that they are NOT your due. My therapist suggested that I start taking more autonomy over my choices around this, and to stop looking to you for input about every little thing. That's key: the minute there's no effort from both partners, then there's no relationship. This is another clue that the boyfriend isnt all that invested in the LWs progress toward real, positive change. When I started college, and made other friends, and had a job of my own. You are not the only one. you can do it! the whole time. By your own admission, youve already made a lot of progress in therapy, and I would suggest that removing his constant nagging about all of your decisions would help you make a lot more. At first eagerly, because I was curious. Towards the end of our relationship, he became toxic, rude, and lazy. Yeah. And I bet if you looked at that guys life youd find plenty of ways in which he prioritizes his own comfort over a nebulous idea of personal growth, because he sees himself as Just Fine already. And doing more productive self care is often incredibly hard. http://fathom.lib.uchicago.edu/1/77777760800/. Good luck LW, and I hope you get to see how much better life can be when someone isnt actively holding back your awesomeness. We both are very logic- and reason-focused people, but hes come to the conclusion that, if she just does these things, I wont have to deal with her being depressed.. He just doesn't feel the need (we used to have sex often, before the . Maybe he thinks he wants you better, so acts in ways that can be seen as toward that goal, but is afraid of you being better, because then he would have no grounds to act superior to you. And whats wrong with your alphabet, here, let me prioritize those letters for you. It's concering to me that he never wants to do anything nice together or . Obviously YMMV, but Ive added that to my ever expanding list of red flags, right after people who proudly announce that they have no filter!! As the Captain and some of the Army have said, sometimes people need a bit of time to reset themselves mentally from caretaker, and weird things can stand in for anxiety about another person. I feel so much better and so much stronger. The BF sounds like he is familiar territory to you, treating you w/ the disregard & disrespect that as a child you were taught was your due. But then kept sending financial support to his (first) wife, who knew that he was alive and had another family. So, stop trying to control theirs and focus on what you can controlyour own behavior and responses. Go on a hike and pack a picnic. I have to consciously remind myself sometimes that feelings are allowed because I would like life better if I could reason them away, or at the very least put them in a box labeled This feeling serves X purpose. But this very desire means I know how nonsensical my own brain can be when it comes to why I feel what I feel, so I cant fathom trying to turn that analysis onto someone else as if I know how to solve someone elses feelingsbraincomplex. So every time he drove me to a surprise, which slowly morphed into _every fucking date_, I had all this tension and stress. He had a car and I didnt, and I didnt live near public transportation. This is totally fine when your relationship is great. Im so angry that you have cancer; its unfair and I hate to see you suffering. Reasonable. Just continuous improvement and waiting to be happy. One thing Ive found helpful is the reflection that self-destructive actions are often also strategies for immediate survival for getting through particular moments. Does he want you not to be depressed because it would be a good thing for your mental health and stability or does he want A Girlfriend Who Doesnt Act Depressed All The Time because that would be more comfortable for him? I'd always known that my boyfriend was a bit insecure due to his previous partners cheating on him, but I never realized how often I would text him during the day to let him know who I was with, what I was doing, where I was, and other small things. Cause this happens to me a lot, both with migraines and depression. managed to pollute both the minds and the bodies of the American people, but he meant well. A Redditor has been slammed online for trying to dictate to their sister's boyfriend how they should eat their dinner. I have two of those exes and there my collection ends! He (and my Dad!) NO. and telling you this what you need to do to feel better, and if my suggestion doesnt fix you, theres something wrong with you is not something he is entitled to do, and the same goes for playing therapist without your consent. I dont think relationships where somebody tries to mold you into their vision of you are a good thing. Once we finally separated, my depression has not returned. This right here: to the point that he says its the stupidest thing hes ever heard is verbal abuse. You wish your boyfriend was as attentive and loving as he was at the beginning of your relationship. The author begins by explaining that he is currently dating a woman who he's been with for some time. He certainly doesnt track what Im eating / what exercise I am doing unless I ask him to make me accountable which only happens when I know I need that boot in the bum and cant justify a personal trainer. LW, as someone who struggles with depression with a spouse who struggles with depression, heres what concerns me about your letter: Your boyfriend is expecting you to be accountable to a list of tasks hes set, rather than treating you with compassion and helping you help yourself. That there is no end in sight, no real goal. ' with the response You figured it out!. He was scared, I was exhausted and largely unresponsive, and neither of us knew what was going on or what to do. And hey, when you want to use him as a sounding board for something, maybe this reminder will help: Asking advice or needing help with one thing isnt an invitation for advice about everything. That person is going to be psyched by evidence that you are capable and willing to chart your own course, and think, Hey, my partner must be feeling better, since they have their shit under control. Maybe it's been a day, or days, or even weeks. Aargh, accidentally hit reply before done editing. 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